notmyname

I'm feeling uncomfortable in this body. It's clumsy, awkward, it doesn't listen to me. I know it's temporary, but it's such a blend of frustration and sadness. 

Also, it's me, but it's not me. Or, it's me, but I don't want it to be, because I know I've been better. 

Can I see the magic trick already, by the way?

(Oh, how I...)