"Absolutely same, my dude. Been on my own since 18. Ages 18-21 were the worst, very depressed at learning the way the world works. 21-25 was an improvement but, only because I learned how to numb myself and have a good time at least sometimes. I always focused on my work and I guess that kept me distracted enough to not off myself.
I'm not sure what changed a few months ago but, I've been feeling an unstoppable positivity ever since and I go around with a goofy smile everywhere. Maybe I've finally snapped or maybe I'm on the verge of achieving my dreams. Quite frankly, it doesn't much matter to me as long as I keep feeling this way. I think we are much more in control of our realities than "they" want us to believe. Stay groovy 👉😎👉"